Hello, You. You've decided to visit my corner of the internet. You most likely got here by recommendation or through the shameless plugging throughout my social media pages in desperate desire to "make it big." Or you could be a clueless website wanderer traversing the endless expanse of cyberspace.
Either way, I bid you welcome to my own corner of this space. It's amateur, yes, but it is mine nonetheless and I am hoping to develop this website as much as any other skill I attempt.
I just wanted to remind you that you are loved. Someone thinks about you, prays about you. Don't give up on love. The world is cruel, let's rebel against it.
At the time of writing this, I am 21 years old. A little too old to be writing primitive html, which I am aware of. I've taken WebDev all the way back in 2018 when I was in High School and I never really had aspirations to use that knowledge until yesterday. Though it's very obvious that I don't remember a single thing about how this stuff works.
I only decided recently to have my own website to leave some sort of mark, or to have something far more personal than a social media account. Though it would have been far more impressive should I have immediately made a a page 6+ years ago, even far more impressive if I truly was the gifted child I thought I was back sometime in the 2010s. Better late than never, though it still hurts to see my younger peers, if I am comprable to them, exceed all expectations.
I consider myself a jack of all trades, master of none. My proficiency at the forefront is digital or traditional art, I've always believed that I've been inspired to do art for a large majority of my life, but senority doesn't count for anything, I don't consider myself a good artist because it is already difficult as it is to find an audience or clients to keep work flowing. As much as a hobby should be done for funs sake, I can't fault my deeper desires for validation and a thirst for acceptance. If a tree falls in a forest, you know how it goes. I tend not to complain and I try my best to keep it to myself, but I just wish I didn't have to ask. It's trouble far beyond humility, as I think it should be normal for everyone to recieve praise for their work, and not something that should be begged for.
I also love music, I own a trumpet which I played in middle school making it over 7 or 8 years in the past. Drums is also something I am passionate about, as well as the acoustic and electric guitars I picked up sometime in high school. I don't find much time into playing or practicing my instruments anymore or at all. I found it melancholic how I didn't have friends who were interested in music as they were interested in my drawing, and I yearn for that teenage fantasy of having a subpar garage band like Scott Pilgrim.
I don't really know what else to add right now, my capabilities are really thin an my imagination is quite limited at the moment. If you are actually reading this and are interested please don't hesistate to message me on one of my social media pages. I've seen some incredible websites and I don't know a modicum amount to remotely compare.